In a moment, she was gone. Click. and then a long empty tone. I still search for her. May be that the phone will ring again.
I wait.
I listen. I concentrate.
Nothing.
I feel suddenly tired. I close my eyes. My thoughts rumble, come in uncontrolled manner, pushing each other. I avoid them. I open my eyes. I prefer not to think. I try to remain calm, trying to concentrate again. I feel more tired. I feel that it's cold. I pull the cover over me and cover myself completely. I feel that the cold is dying. I relish that feeling. I turn in my bed. My phone is in front of me again. All the thoughts come back. I put the phone aside, as far as I can reach. I make it invisible. I turn again. As if I had turned only to put the phone aside. I close my eyes.