Let me call it a desperation to succeed. To succeed in to change the status quo. To succeed to feel better about life, or may be become more successful in terms of money and power.
My life seems to be added up in many dimensions suddenly. With so many things wrapped around me, I am taking a good deal of care of all of them. It starts from calling my family to doing office work, apping and also extract time to eat in a restaurent. It's all around. I am spread everywhere and still connected to a common thread, the myself.
I am enjoying it. Implementing all the principles, that I have and will learn in this run. I love my sona. I am afraid that she should not be left behind somewhere in this run. In that situation, I will leave a good deal of myself behind. No, I will not do that. I will never let her go. never ever.
Time for me to prioritize tasks for tomorrow, so that I can sleep in peace. I have never felt the same way before. I feel energized and happy. I feel great because I love my sona. It also brings an enormous confidence in me that there is someone who believes in me more than me. Life is beautiful. At least whatever I have got for myself!